it was an undeveloped fetish; having sex outdoors and letting people watch.
it lasted about two years before disappearing into the ‘what the hell’ museum in my mind.
i learned that sex outside can be scary for some, whether being watched or not.
over time, the idea of being watched by others became a turn off while having sex outside still remained a goal.
there’s this inherent acceptance that we and nature are two different things that i disagree with; and i wanted not to feel confined to a bed, a floor, a chair or four walls.
you would think i was asking my partner to dress as bambi while i donned a hunting outfit and rifle…

in the spirit of manifestation the word always finds a way to birth…

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